Sometimes I feel so overworked. Long ago, when Kharli and Christian were as little as Jaden and Caitlyn, I was just starting college and it was rough on us. Now, here I am working through my master's program and I'm right back there all over again. Except now, my job is so mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausting. I never want to look back and say that my children didn't get the best of me. So I try really hard to give them time and attention each day, and that makes me busier than ever.
I could look at it as my life being super-challenging right now, or I could look at it as a blessing. I'm blessed to have these little girls to dress and play with and read with and cuddle. I'm blessed to have a new home to unpack and paint and arrange. I'm blessed to have a job that I love so much that, even when it's kicking my ass, I take a deep breath and start another day. I'm blessed to be able to seek an education, and that my government will aid me in getting it. I'm blessed to have a husband who will hug me when it's tough and be someone I can lean on.
Being too busy for facebook and blogging and phone chit-chats isn't going to get me down. Today, I'm grateful for being busy.
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